An old work friend of mine passed away. At 45, from cancer. FORTY FIVE? Cancer sucks. He was one of the funniest dudes I have ever met. I went through my old pictures, reminiscing - and had to giggle...pretty much every picture I have of him, he was trying to lick someone. He was a shining light. His smile was infectious. I can't believe he is gone.
He is the one in the Minnie dress. Minnie Werewolf? What can I say.
More funk...
My little boy started preschool this week. I guess I should be happy, he is growing and learning, but man I am gonna miss that kid. I hate the thought of missing all the new funny things he will do. All the funny things he will say. What if he gets upset and I am not there? What if he has to go potty and is afraid? What if what if what if. I hate letting go.
More funk...
The anniversary if September 11th is here..I did not lose anyone directly, but I still feel major funk. SO very sad, seeing the news coverage again, remembering that awful day.
More funk...
It has been raining, solid, for A WEEK. Rain. rain rain rain rain. We are stuck indoors, it is grey and muggy and gross, things are flooding, I can't make my friends funeral because it is in a flooded area.
More funk...
My teeth hurt. My gums hurt. I have to go to the dentist. I hate the dentist.
Ok, I think that is it.
FUNK FUNK FUNK.
I hope it lifts soon.
Sorry I am a downer.
oh and just for my own record:
Weight Watchers...
Starting Weight: 177.4
Goal Weight: 150ish
Pounds lost this week: 2.0
Current Weight: 168.0
Total Pounds Lost So Far: 9.4
now I just feel like eating all the chocolate in the house though.
:(
3 comments:
hugs.. ugh that is so sad.. way too young :( i'm so sorry..
and funk. here too.. must be in the dreary clouds causing all kinds of ick.
i'm dreading preschool. so i'm sending you a billion hugs for that.. hooray for growing up and all, but uuuugh.. hugs hugs hugs..
I'm so sorry!
I've been stress eating over at my house and gained this past week. Thinking of you.
I HATE funk days. I have them quite often. Thankfully, the day ends, I go to sleep and USUALLY, I wake up the next day feeling better. Hope you feel better soon!
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